I am sure most people can relate to what I am about to say, I know it's taken me several weeks to even write about this.
One minute your laughing and the very next minute your devastated in shock & numb! What could it be? A tragic event in time take place, you get the call, or you read it on Facebook: Suicide!
One minute your laughing and the very next minute your devastated in shock & numb! What could it be? A tragic event in time take place, you get the call, or you read it on Facebook: Suicide!
This crushing shocking word that we hear of "way to often" between the high rollers of actors & singers we also hear that our own close loved ones have taken their own lives!!! Suicide!
WHY?? WHAT COULD I've done to HELP THEM??? HAD I known.... my heart my soul is torn!
My mind is frozen, shock has taken up residence right to the core of my own soul! Suicide! why?
We probably will never be able to get the answers as to why our departed had no other choice expect to kill them selves!! Oh how much this hurts just to type these words. I can only imagine what our dear loved one must have felt in their last few moments before their untimely death! oh it hurts!
It saddened me to my core that our loved one choose to kill himself and leave behind three young children and a loving wife & a thriving restaurant!
My thought is; YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT PEOPLE ARE GOING THROUGH BEHIND CLOSED DOORS!!!
I would have to walk in THEIR SHOES to know their personal business...On the outside looking in, I think Wow!! Your Awesome! Your so Amazing! Great Husband, Great Dad, Great Chef,/Owner Great Friend, Great person helping with community efforts!! An all around great person!!! So, what makes this type of man lose his own reality? This is so TRAGIC!!! For his family, friends, & his community that loves him so much! We will never know these questions!
I lift these painful questions to God, for I know he is in everlasting light and peace along side of Christ Jesus & full of eternal Love! May Dan be lifted up into the arms of Jesus! Amen! xox
For all of us here in the physical world our hearts will continue to have a void a whole that will remain missing our dearly departed Dan! we love you always & forever Dan.
In Loving memory of Daniel U. Nilsson...xox
